hopes and dreams

2011-10-18T18:55:00.003+08:00

Hello.

It's been long ever since I posted, well, life's been hectic from day 1 of JC life.

It's good in class now, with awesome classmates, awesome teachers, okay results, there is nothing more than I can wish for now.

I'm happy in JC, now currently preparing for Chinese 'A' levels and PW.

Parents want me to score a distinction for both.

Possible?

Maybe.

There is 12more days to go, and I need to mug hard.

Been slacking off these few days, busy watching running man. LOL. :D

Eating buffet or lunching with friends, relaxed atmosphere, made me lose the momentum that I've built up over this year. Such a loss. :(

Life have never been so good. :)

2011-05-09T09:54:00.003+08:00

Hello Earth. :)

Should have no one viewing my blog as of now.

Been almost a month since I posted. Kinda forgotten about this blog of mine. :)
Busy with my PW, my preliminary idea specifically.

Have been rejected 5times, quite devastated.

But fellow friends were there for me, comforting me. :D

My optimistic nature helped me to overcome this obstacle.

Now my PI's done, and prepared to hand it up tomorrow already. :)

The next stage would be my GPP proposal, doing it with my teammates. :D
Awesome people! :)

Nowadays, everyday is packed to the brim.

Remedials, CCAs, PW is there to occupy my time.

Won't have a lot of time to blog anymore. :(
Till then,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-04-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Seriously demoralised today.
Been trying to do my econs essay planning, gave up half-way.
Been trying to do my maths practice, gave up half-way.
WHY MUST I FREAKING GIVE UP? I don't comprehend.
I just know, Monday will be a terrible day.
if this goes on, I'm bound to fail my econs test.
Which I don't want to fail.
HAIS. Not in the mood to study.
Been a long time since I took a breather. :)
I think I can study again.
Oppressing my feelings, smiles that hide everything, really works uh.
Everyday, like some siaozharbo as a facade. BEST EVER.
Just feel very stressful this few days.
I think I can get an Oscars or something like seriously.
Too used to pretending I'm okay.
I have not been up to task for this whole week.
SIANS. I must buck up!
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-04-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hello my dear readers. (if I've any) HAHA

Been a long time since I've blogged.
JC life kinda rock and suck at the same time though. ><
Tests, Quizzes, Tutorials to complete.
Just make me sick in the stomach.

Weekends are never weekends anymore.
Doing homework will fill up every second of my weekends.
I've no social life at all. HAHA.
Super paranoid on Sundays especially, rushing through all my work that I've trying to do for the past few days.
I'm afraid I will just screw up in JC.
Seriously screw myself.

I've been using the wrong study techniques like totally.

Have to change my learning techniques and everything.
Been trying to revise and do my tutorials now.

Fuck my life, seriously.
I've not been studying as much as I want to.
I've like so effing tired everyday when I reach home, rushing to do every damned thing.
Not enough time to even take a breather. WAHFUCKLA.
SHEESH. ><
Have to go do my tutorials and revision.

With loves, Cindy

2011-04-06T19:45:00.009+08:00

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough. —Oprah Winfrey

Hello.
Just want to talk about my going back to WGS to take my testimonal. HAHA.
Met Szeyong, Xinen, Jingshen, Leon and Junwei.
Get back testimonial, but damn funny.
But it was motivational though, I will read it when I keep failing my tests.
Been doing that for quite some years.
Need some positive feedback in order to get back up again. :)
WELL, I now my class's current Class Manager. HAHA.
I can imagine how my testimonial will look like.
Been a long time since I see the above people, NO CHANGE -.-
HAHA. I'm supposed to undergo a big change when I go to JC. Said by leon -.-
Well, my skirt is definitely shorter, and I have very dark eye bags. HOW ABOUT THAT?!
Hope to go out with these people sooner or later ya?
I'm waiting for June holidays though. :)
___________________________________________________________________________

As for today though, as per usual,
did homework, but didn't revised.
But storybooks are a must ya? :)
I now feel like I really really really belong to 11A01.
Like I have a sense of belonging. HAHA.
I feel united with my classmates ya!
Have to go,
BYEBYE.
With loves, Cindyxoxo

FRIDAY'S COMINGGGGGGG! :D

2011-04-02T13:30:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :)

Hello. :)

Feel like posting again :D

Dedicating this whole day to my PI.

I've decided not to give up after all, I will just choose another topic, 'Conflict'.

It's much easier to do, and I'm happy doing it. :)
Going to Holiday Inn to eat buffet later to celebrate my mum's birthday. HAHA.

Homework have to be completed by tomorrow, my weekend is gonna end. :(

Have to head back to doing my PI.
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-04-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Been quite a while since I posted.

Tons of tutorials to complete, and lectures to keep awake in.

I've no idea how to do my damned PI for PW.

I'm like super damned pissed off with myself. EVER.

Fucking pissed off.

Feel like giving up, but I fucking can't.
Cos this is a damned 'A' level subject.

HAVE TO PRESERVE, cannot 辜负 my friends!

I have to be determined and not give up.

I have also been passing my tests with border-lined marks.
It's like being back to Secondary 3 when I was a failure in every single subject.
It's just like a repeition of everything.

Feel very stressed, sad, etc.
BUT TOO BAD, THIS IS LIFE.

I have to buck up.
Kinda missed 4E1 where I can seek comfort from my friends.
Not that I can't from my JC friends, but a bit difficult to communicate with them.

But they are my bestest friends in JC ya? :)

I must jiayou. HAHA.

Hafta go mug,

With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-03-19T19:10:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows how I feel , and nobody asks. Ever. They just assume that I'm happy all the time, when really, all they see is the smile posted to my face that I've managed to make it look real.

Hello. :)

Today is a BEAUTIFUL DAY!

HAHA. But Holidays gonna end, I'm sad. :(

Busy finishing up on my homework though.

I don't want my holidays to end.

I'm gonna jiayou, jiayou for my 'A' levels.

Must start conquering my tests first. :D
Hafta go,

With loves. Cindyxoxo

2011-03-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Today is a sad and good day.

Self-contradicting right?

The sad part, is at night,

Just received a news that, my granduncle is unable to take the lung cancer sooner or later.

They injected morphine, and he was given an oxygen mask.

The rest is left to Buddha, in other words, god.

The clock is ticking away life.

Just when I've recovered the death of my grandmother, this have to hit me.

I don't know what to do, don't know what to say.
My feelings are in turmoil.

And it will be like this, for a while anyway.
Till I sort it all out.

The good part, is in the afternoon,

Went back to WGS, supposedly to visit Mr Junus.

But he left before we can see him. Ohwells.
It's fate.

Didn't manage to see him, but went to explore the school a bit.

The school holds many memories for me. :)

Maybe it does not feel like my school anymore, but at least it's still there.

It will still be there. Even thought without my classmates.

Slacked there with Shermaine, HPY, YYY.
Chatted about JC life.

Headed over to CWP.

Explored over there. HAHA.

Went and walked arounddd.

Headed to the library, PY's fav. place eva.

Enticed YYY to borrow some books, Romance somemore.

Major achievement cannn. HAHA :D
Hafta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-03-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

*BREATHES IN*

This is what you need to do when you feel like giving up after a long day in school, where you don't know how to do anything, quarrelled with your friends, failed your tests. You just need to remind yourself of the goals established.

I wanna fly, I wanna cry. HAHA. Flying is impossible now when I cannot even manage the stairs properly in the lecture hall. Embarrassing moment can. And the guys just keep laughing. So ungentlemanly. HAHA. Super epic fall, i tell you.

Hello. :)
Holidays are now on the roll.
HAHA.

Holiday homework is scaring the hell out of me.

Tests, and whatsoever are scheduled for after the March Holidays.

Sadded much.

Going to Jurong Point tomorrow for lunch with cousins.
Hope I can wake up super early to entertain my damn homeworks.
Seriously.

Was in school till 5PM today, totally tired.

Don't even have time to eat.

Was walking and eating at the same time during the walk home.

Too busy already.

Attended to my mathematics, and now still reviving it.

HAHA. With CPR.

Hafta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-03-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO. :D
Been a long time ever since I posted.

Busy with one thousand and one things in school.

The most recent event is my CCA orientation, Interact Club. :)
Were separated into groups, not with my community though.

Sadded. Liaisons rocks. HAHA.

It was fun with all the station games and water activities though. :)
Kinda feel that PJC is my school already.
Like I really belong there. :)
Sentimental moment. HAHA. XD
Currently stuck in Chemistry.

I understand the examples, but just don't seem to be able to apply it into the questions.
No idea why though.

Have to seek help alreadyy. :)
Shall end my post now.
Going Seoul Garden with HPY, JL, Irfan tomorrow. :D
Can't wait.
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-03-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO. :D
Been a few days ever since I posted.
Working hard in school after all.
I want to get back the momentum of studying.
HAHA.
March Holidays are coming alreadyyy! WOOOOO!
A break from studying in school,
change venue to studying at home.
Expect all the teachers to bomb us with homework next week already.
HAHA. Faint.
I must work my butt off to achieve good results.
:D:D
Gotta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-03-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO. :D
I bought a new ear piece already.

Cost like 25bucks. HAHA.

Today is a very very good day, totally get along with my classmates.

Everything went smoothly. :)
I will just take it day by day. :))
Tests are all coming.
The upcoming March Holidays is a mugging period for me. HAHA.

No more going out. ><

ANYWAYS, have to cut down on the use of computer alr.
Too much, too much. *shakes head*

HAHA.

Gotta go,
With Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO. :D

Longggggg time since I posted.

Busy with school, homework and my romance novels. HAHA.

My head are in the clouds again. HOHO.

Read and read and readdddd. :)
Currently trying to mug for my econs test this fridayy.

How to study for economics?
I got the concept, but I'm afraid that I'm not able to answer the questions to my full ability.

Had my maths exam last friday.

Like damn scared. LOL. HAHA.

But I managed to ace it. :)

Have to be strong, must be strong!

Not changing Iphone 3GS alreadyy.

Must stick with Nokia 97 mini. HAHA.

Gotta buy my NEW earpieceeee.

What colour should I haveeeee?

ORANGE? RED? GREEN? PINK? WHITE? BLACK?

HAHA.

Hafta go mug somemore alr.
Enjoy the photos okayyy?
Gotta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO. :D

School's fine and whatever.

Getting used to life in PJC.

Quite like it, getting surrounded by my fellow classmates.

They call me AH-LIAN.

Very sian, dunno whyyyy.

Told them I have model student award, they don't believe me.

SOBS.

My reputation is in shatters, all thanks to 11A01.

HAHA. :D

I hope I can ace all my tests and quizzes this week.

Wish me luck kay?

A ones all the wayyyy!
Mugging in processs.
Gotta go,

With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-20T19:26:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOOOO! :))

It's been a long time seemed I post ya?

Busy with homework and such.
Terribly bored with it. HAHA.

Went for 4E1'10 Gathering yesterday!

Shared a few photos, more on FB. :)

Very very very funnn. HAHA

but sick nowww. FLU AGAIN! :(((

Had a really good chat with everyone.

Really happy that at least I have someone on the same wavelength. HAHA.

HAHA. :D
I hafta go now.

Work is piling up,

BYEBYE.

With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-17T20:41:00.001+08:00

Will not be posting for the time being. Will be posting on Sat. :)

With loves,
Cindyxoxo

2011-02-11T20:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS.

A bit emotional today, god knows why.

Just not myself today.

Started doubting myself whether JC is the right choicee...

After getting myself in the last class got maths, I'm determined to work freaking hard.

Amaths, you better surrender now. HAHA.

Got homework to do, have to get myself used to the routine already.

Found out that I still cannot do logarithms.

SHEESH. Just when I almost got the correct answer. :(

I have to work my butt off for my 'A' levels already.

Have to pay my 100% attention for lectures, and tutorials.

I lost my focus during PW, super sleepy ><

Not purposely one.

Tried very hard to keep my eyes open to no avail.

I wanna get good grades and get into local uni.

I MUST! :D
Going malaysia tomorrow to get my stationary, new shoes and stuff.
Hafta go,
Withloves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO. :D
I'm now like super crazy over JC stuff.
I'm having my first lecture tomorrow.
Hope the teacher will talk not so quickly so I can digest what he/she is sayingg.
Economics and Mathematics lecture is tomorroowwww.
Will get back to you all on how it goes ya? :)

It's vital. :D

PRAYHARD.
Chinese is coming back torture me AGAINN.

ZHANGLAOSHI! HELP MEEEEE. :(
Suppose to write continous essay already.
Like so fucking difficult.
But must persevere.

I WANNA GET A! :D

Have PE tomorrowww.
RUN & RUN & RUN. :(

Bought the very expensive calculator.
175 dollars, I'M BROKE. HAHA.

I hafta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

I'm back from cammmmmmmmppppppppppp.

Camp is okaaayyy, i guess.

Classmates are friendly too, they just don't talk as much as me.

That's the sad part.

During the camp, I guess I haven't adapt to the environment and class yet.

I still like my MG and 4E1'10 better.

They know me better. :)
WELLL, I promise to work doubly hard for A levels.

I do regret, but i will throw the regrets aside.

My goal is to get into the Sirus programme in my school.

& get into local universities.

I must do itttt!

Heard from friends at IJC that the pace is very fassstt.

Hope I can keep up with ittt.

CINDY CAN DO IT! :)

GAMBAHTEH.

Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
Just came back from Isetan @ Shaw house.
Didn't manage to get anything, wanted to buy a pair of sports shoe.
Decided against it though.
I love Isetan Sushi. HAHA. :D
Jellyfish, Scallops, Octopus.
Favourites of mineeeee. HAHA.
Went to pray at temple today, was my grandmother's death anniversary.
Sad occasion, still regret a lot.
Sighs was heard throughout.
Tears was shed too, though not by me.
I have no more tears to shed, but to hold my grandma in memory in my heart.
ANYWAYS, having sore throat again.
Any remediesssss.... SIANS.
BYTHEWAY, I'm going for a 2day1night camppp.
Starting from tomorrowwwwwwwww. :D
So will not be blogging till then.
Hafta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-05T10:58:00.002+08:00

The third day of CNY

HELLO EARTH

Later heading to my Kum-po's house for visiting. :D

Then over to my yi-po house and then for dinner with them.

Totally looking forward to it cannnnnnnn. HAHA

Especially extremely cute x1000000000000000000000000 and more, KAYLA!

HAHA. It's fun to have a younger cousin to play withhhh.

AWESOMEEEEE.

Don't know what to wear latteeerrr.

Shorts? Pants? or Skirt?

SHHHHHEEEEESSSSHHHHHHHH.

Hafta thnk about it theennnn.

Completing quite a lot of storybooks this few daysss.

Heading to orientation camp on Mon and will only be back on Tues.
Wonder how sleeping in Pioneer JC will feel like.

OMG. I MISS WGS. :(

Hafta goooo,

Loves,Cindyxoxo

2011-02-04T13:11:00.007+08:00

This is how I read on my beedddd.. :D

YAAAA. :D

LIKE. :D

HEELLLOOOOO.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Today is the 2nd day of CNY.
And so far, I have received 12 red packets.

That is like so much. LOL.

Sacarsm freak. HAHA.
Yesterday was a fun dayyyyyyyyy.

As seen on the photos.

Having to look after my young cousin, Kayla was very funnnn.

A few words to describe her:

1. She's extremely capable in her dialect- Cantonese.

She understands cantonese you knowwwww.

Genius babyyyy. :D

2. Her stomach know no limits.

She loves to eatttttttttttttttttttt. :)

3. She's a active baby.

She runs everywhere, with her ball.

Super cuteeeeeeee. :D

Gonna see her tomorrroooowwww!:D

CNY plain rocks with my dear cousins. HAHA.

W/o them, It's not CNY. HAHA.

Hafta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-02-01T19:40:00.002+08:00

HELLLLOOOOO.

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year Eve. WOO-HOOOO! :D
I just discussed with my mum yesterday about CNY.

These are very memorable times and some events have taken place in this few year's CNY.

Let's recap!:)

2009- House was on fire. LOL.

2010- Had fever, something sad happened. :((((

2011- ????? FUN. HAPPY. FIRE-LESS. and a lot of $$$$$$! :D

OMG. I'm only dismissed from school at 11.30AM,

Only PJC do things like this one loooooo.

SIANS.

Chinese reunion dinner tomorrow! WOOO. I like. :D

But currently still down with fluu. Super irritating.

School was fun today!!
Had mass dance, quite awkward.
Was supposed to like partner a guy from my group. LOL.

Like damn awkward. HOHO.

Me, being me, just laugh all the way true. HOHO.

Had the songs and cheers session, was funnnyyyyyyyyyy.

Had External CIP todayyy,

wrapped hampers & delivered hampers to the needy resident's house,

damn scaryyyyyy. Saw a statue of a dog, muslim friend scared like dunno what. LOL.

I screamed damn loud. LOL.

And saw a real-life cat. *goosepimples*.

Life's like this,
Having camp next week.

I know my subject combination already.

Arts Stream.

H2 Maths

H2 Geog

H2 Econs

H1 Chem.

H1 CH

H1 PW

H1 GP

7 subjects, hope i can ace all of them!

HAIS.

Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-29T15:55:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOO.

freaking tired today, went to help out my CCA with CIP.

Missed juniors etc.
Like they dunno me like this. HOHO.

But they warm up to me fast enough.

HAHA. Very moody todayyyyy.

I have comfirmed my subject combination. :D
1. Maths (H2)

2. Economics (H2)

3. Geography (H2)

4. Chemistry (H1)

HAHA. Good righhhhttttttt.
I like.
Hope that this totally works for me.

LET ME GET ALL THE As! :)))))

MISSED the thrill of getting As.

Woooo.

I wanna experience the rigour of studying again. :)
my book is beckoning me again.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-28T20:21:00.002+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOOOOO. :DDDD

Life's as per normal this days.
Same as every other school day.

Except the meeting of new school friends and stuff.

Still cannot get the hang of adjusting and adapting to a new school.

WOODGROVE SEC, I MISS YA LOT. :(

I miss the environment in WGS that is very conducive,

Don't judge the book by it's cover okayyy, though it looks kampong-ish,

it's the bestttt. HAHA. XD

I miss lot and lots of teachers and juniorrrsss. OHMAN.
Must adjust to JC life soon, cos lessons are starting next next week.

Can't wait! I wanna the stress all to come.:D
I wanna study again. HOHO.

I wanna be like how it is during the 'O' levels.

Gossiped with Josen today on the way home. LOL.

Damn funny and interesting.

People of the same school tend to speak a lot to each other.
Good to see familiar faces now and then.
Makes me feel much better.

Off and on, I ask myself why i want to go PJC.

Maybe it's just fate, or I don't have any school that I can go to.
But since I'm here in PJC, I'm gonna make every second count.
I don't work my butt off for 'O' levels to get straight Bs for Alevels you know.
I wanna ge straight As.
Easier said than done.
HAHA. XD
My bed is beckoning me now.
Gotta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

My head is up in the clouds. All my romance novels are making me seriously bonkers. HOHO

Imagining me studying english lit. HMMMMMM.

Told myself this when going into PJC.

NERVOUS~~

HELLO. :D

Open house in PJC was quite okay.

Can totally feel the hyperness of my OGLS.

Andrea, you totally have big lungs. LOL.

She totally screams like nobody's business. \m/

She is totally hyper. HAHA.

Anyways, met a few friends there.

Still can joke around, not bad. HAHA.

But now, I totally forget their names already.
Champion right? :D

Having a camp on the 7th Jan to 8th Jan,

They dunno how to choose a better timing. LOL.

WOOOOOOOO. :D
Buying school uniform tomorrow. :)
Hafta go,

With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEEPS.

I have good news.

I HAVE GOTTEN INTO PIONEER JC! *loves*

Reporting to school tomorrow. Hope I like it. :D
I've also made an ATM card, like finally.
The first thing I did was to get 300 bucks to return my mother.
LOL. Transport fees etc. Should be like 200 bucks.
I'm POOOR :(
I'm waiting for this month's pay to come again. HOHO.
My very last month's pay. Gonna save every single cent up.
Hope i at least get 600bucks. HOHO.
I hear my storybook calling me.
With Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-25T13:43:00.004+08:00

Hello world. :D
Have been quite on-going with twitter nowadays. :D
Newly-installed it on my bloggg. :D
Later going to Malaysia with parents. WOOOOO.
Gonna buy CNY stuff.
Fuck. JAE results gonna release soon,
Dunno what to do also.
SHIIIITTTT
School's reopening.
Time to study again. :D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-24T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hello. :))
I've ben slacking the day away today. :D
Storybooks, you rocccckkkkkkkkkk.
A new sofa come today, totally not comfortable to my butt.
Too hard already! HAHA.
May need me to jump a bit to make it softer. HOHO.
But feet are not allowed on the SOFA.
My Mum's Golden Rule.
Only half of the sofa come only though.
There's one more 2-seater.
It came, but it was the wrong colour. HAHA.
Have to get back to my bookkkk.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-23T13:55:00.009+08:00

HELLO PEEEPS. :D
I have ended my job at SPH.

Contract was up, and school was nearing.

No choice but to do this. :)
Life is full of goodbyes.
I have grown attached to this gang of people.
Can't help but feel sad when leaving. :(

But the memories with this people will be forever in my heart. :D

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

haha.

This photos speaks a thousand words.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-16T11:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO FRIENDS. WOO

bought a 70 dollar bag yesterday @ Isetan. :D

Went for buffet dinner yesterday. :D
With my fellow aunts, uncles, and cousins.
Headed over to the reserved table for the 14 of us.
Under the name of 'Miss Song',
WTH?!

My aunt is trying to act young, She's supposed to be MDM SONG.
HAHA.

Played with my cousins, they act shy. HAHA

Went and get food to eat,

Not much choices though, but the food was delicious.
Aimed sushi first, jellyfish. OMG. :D
Like my favourite. WOO. HAHA

Told my uncle that I'm going Pioneer JC,

he tried acting that he knew the school. LOL

Chatted, talked crap.
I have a very high-tech cousin named, E-Liang.
He have all the apple merchandise, Ipad, Iphone, Ipod touch, Macbook.
All he saved and bought it himself.
Jealous much?
Thinking of buying an ipod touch tooo.
OHMAN, There goes my pay. HAHA

Stayed there till 10.30PM,

WOO. :D
Went home, slept.
________________________________________________________________

This reunion dinner is more like a gathering thing...
Missed my grandmother a lot.
In a blink of an eye, 1 year have passed so quickly.
I tried to immerse myself in my school work and don't think much.
And It worked, very well.

Thinking back, i still miss her.
And she will be forever in my heart. :)

2011-01-15T13:37:00.004+08:00

WOO. You are the inspiration.

Mine's white. :D

HAHA. True.

HELLO.
I'm in a picture-sharing mood today. WOO.

I'm gonna quit on the 21st of January.
I need to take some time off to finally rest and play properly,

before I go back to school- Pioneer Junior College. :D
People, colleagues will be missed. It's a fun & crazy place to be in. :D

SPH Subtemps. :D

WOOO.
This people are crazzzeeehhh.
HAHA. Funny moments are memorable.
Laughter is always in the SPHERE room when we are all around. \m/
Going to BUFFET @ Carlton Hotel laterrr.
Early reunion dinner, HAHA.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'm very inspirational today :D

GUESS WHAT?!
I'M CHOOSING PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE AS MY FIRST CHOICE.

my mother is still nagging how far it is. HAHA

HEY YO. :D
Was on HAlF-DAY leave from work today.
Super happy when I left the office at 12PM.
I can see all the envious looks. WOO.

Met up with my mum and headed over to PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE.

When I first step into the school, only got one thing to say:

" I LIKE! "

Went on the school tour around the school.
The school is like so newwww.
Looks like my primary school. HAHA

Toured around, asked about the subject,

and I found THE ONE. :D
I submitted my JAE today.
Feel a huge sense of relief and I'm beginning to doubt myself.
Guess Why?
My neighbour asked me to go look at the syllabus, and I found it stressful just to look at it.
There's a lot of things to study lo.
But I like!
I have always like a new challenge. :D

I wanna go out with TAN WEE PENG & NGON SHI HUI! :D
& HAN PEIYUN AND CHOY JIE LUN.
HAHA
Gotta go,
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-12T20:22:00.002+08:00

I'm going to JC. And I'm gonna try having my name on the screen again! :)

HELLO. :)
Back from JC open house.

One word to desrcibe 'INTERESTING'.

HAHA.

I like the JCs that I have gone today, Serangoon and Yishun.

I like Serangoon because of the environment.

It's very quiet and have a super conducive environment. *LIKE*

Yishun, I dunno. I just like it. :D
Going to Pioneer and Innova tomorrow with my mum. :D
Gotta go,

Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-12T09:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
Didn't manage to post much after the releasing of 'O' level results.
Results were acceptable, but there were room for improvement. how i wish
Here's my results:

EL- B3
EMATHS-A2
AMATHS-B4
CHINESE- A1
COMBINE SCIENCE-A1
BIOLOGY-C5
COMBINE HUMANITIES- B3

L1R4- 10
L1R5- 14

Totally not what I expected. Ohwells.
Aiming to go for Junior College.
Pioneer, Serangoon, Innova, Yishun, Jurong, Tampines.

From this, I've learnt not to set my expectations too high.
The higher the expectations, the harder I fall.
The thing is, I'm afraid to fall, afraid to fail.
This is a good lesson for me and will push me harder to reach greater heights.
With love, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-09T19:29:00.002+08:00

I'M SO FREAKING SCARED.

I'm very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very NERVOUS

AHH.

O levels can just kill me.

2011-01-09T08:06:00.002+08:00

Dreaming of horrendous 'O' level results every SINGLE NIGHT.

It just spoils my entire day.
I wake up to find myself in cold sweat, wondering about the results.

WTF?

Helloworld.

Went to Poly Open House with HanPeiYun.
Head over to Singapore Poly, super lively one can.
The music is like blaring from the speakers.
My ears wanna burst.
it's full of activity there.
PY went to ask about her accountancy course.

Not bad, not bad.

But too bad, I'm not interested in it

Went to ask more about Mass Communications, even though I'm going JC

Conclusion: Mass Com just rockscan.

But still deciding on JC first. :)
Ate Mac ther, super cheap.

Went over to Ngee Ann.

It was so-so.

The environment was not as lively as SP's.

The people were not as friendly as SP's.

& I feel like I'm climbing a mountain there. Ohwells, no offence.

Went over to accountancy, no one came to approach us.

Wasted a trip over to NgeeAnn.

Nanyang Poly was so freaking quiet.
No one's in here.
But I can say that they have a good learning environment.
But it'a too quiet for moi.

Me prefer noisy, lively, crazy.

Met Daisy, Se shuang, and Carelyn there. :)
Went to have dinner with PY.

Chatted mostly about our upcoming release of the damn 'O' level results.
It makes everyone nervous just thinking about it. -.-

____________________________________________________
Today:

WOOOO. Having picnic with SPH subtemps. I'm the organiser.

Didn't want to stay at home thinking about 'O' levels.
Going out with this bunch of people are FUN.

Will blog about it tomorrow morning. :D
BYEBYE.

With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-08T09:06:00.003+08:00

Life's beautiful now, surrounded by friends, and colleagues. :D

From left, ME, Joleen, DabianQueen ( Estelli), Angelina, JO-CE-LYN, Lawerence, AhKue( Hui Teng) Tammy and Maryann. Missing from pic: Sharon, Shen, Norman, Wilson, David, Melvin.

HELLO.

Was awake at 3AM in the morning by my mum,

My brother was sick, due to infection of his small windpipe,

went to KK for consultation.
Scared the hell out of me.

Didn't manage to sleep much after that.

Woke up at 7.30AM,

Thought they haven't come back yet,

went out of the bedroom to see mymum seating in the kitchen.

Heng, nothing much happened. WHEW.

Awake till now.
Later going off with HanPeiYun to Poly Openhouse.

______________________________________________________--

Yesterday is like a super crazy day.

Wore romper with Estelli & Jocelyn.

Thought can wear, but our boss say can't.

And told us not to walk around. LOL

Was the clown, people are laughing at me...

*Low Self-Esteem*
HEHE. :D
Going picnic with them will be fun. :)))

Gotta go,

Loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-05T20:31:00.002+08:00

Ohfuck.

'O' Level results are releasing on 10Jan.

I'm scared.

Hello.
Have been working my butt off at work.
Ot-ing for 2 straight days just makes me feel like quitting immediately.
Knew a shocking news from Jocelyn in the morning.
It was such a shock to hear it.
Was in shock throughout the whole morning.
How can it be possible?!
CONCLUSION: Life's short. Cherish it when you can.
Opened letters, filing.
This is like my daily routine already.
Guess what?
I WEIGHED newspapers today. LOL.
Super interesting. HEHE.
Did phototyping today too.
First time I heard of such a term. :D
Went home at 6PM.
Was entertained by funny stuff today in the train by Leon. (not 4E1's Leon)
Super hilarious.
It's time for me to go to bed.
Night.
With loves, Cindyxoxo

2011-01-02T15:10:00.002+08:00

Life is like a library owned by the author

In it are a few books which he wrote himself

but most of them were written for him

- Harry Emerson Fosdick

Hello world. :)
Woke up early early in the morning, by my dumb sister.

She's like an elephant.
I thought an earthquake occurred. -.-

Washed up, prepared to go for Edusave Scholarship Awards Presentation.

Super boring.

Seat down there, being treated like small little kids by the emcee.

Got my scholarship, off I go!

Not even staying a single second longer.

Went home, and accompanied my sister to the library.
Borrowed books again. :D

Went for LUNCH.

And I'm backkkkkkkkkk!
I'm dreading work tomorrow. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Open letters, very boring.
But better than anything :)

Results are releasing soooon.

I'm nervous.

What to do....

Signing off,

Cindyxoxo

2011-01-01T17:56:00.009+08:00

Hello! :)
2011 is here!
Didn't manage to do much of countdowning this year.
Problems cropped up, and didn't get down to solving them.
I wanna thank people for making 2010, one of the best years ever.
I always thought that 2010 would be a nightmare for me, a gigantic nightmare.
My 'O' Levels.
But I was never alone, surrounded with my group of my friends,
supporting, encouraging me all the way.
Specially mention a few friends, special friends:
PeiYun, Jielun, Xinen, Szeyong, Chaoya, Joanne, Jiahui, Jiaen Jocelyn Grace and many more.
We would do stupid stuff just to make us do more work.
Like with Joanne,
We would compete with one another, in the way of pens.
It may sound lame, but to us, it was our driving power. :)
The amount of words cannot express my gratitude to them.
I would like to thank 4E1,
for bringing to me, endless memories, to treasure.
Like our crazy times in class.
Sleepy times in classes and stressful times in the O levels.
As a class, we rock! :)

I would also like to thank Mr Koh,
for his crazy antics never fail to brighten up our day. :)
We could always depend on him for the smallest of things,
He would always be there for us.
He is more than a teacher to us. :D

I would also like to thank my CCA- Green Activist Club.
I'm always proud to say that i'm from Green Activist Club. :)
Thank you dear juniors for always making life at CCA, very fun and enjoyable.
The memories will be always be with me, locked in my heart.
Kudos to the teachers, Miss Lim, and Mr Koh.
Friends, and juniors. :)))

I would also like to thank my family for giving me endless support during the O levels.
Always listening to my complaints of O levels.
Bearable of my sighings.
And understanding the need to for quiet when I'm studying. :))
You're the best. :D

I would also like to thank my friends @ SPH.
Thank you for all the fun and excitement at work. :D
It was really nice meeting all of you. :)

Here I end my post,this is my thankyou post marking the end of 2010.
A year filled with sadness, happiness and fun. :)

Popo, I still miss you.

2010-11-18T20:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
Just back from work.
Its tiring & relaxing at the same time.
Filing, Filing, Filing, Filing, Filing

I'm going crazyyy. XD
And I missing my beloved harry potter show.
Oh shucks. :(
Ohwells, Life likes this.
I gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-11-17T16:31:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

I'm back!
WOOO-HOOO 'O' levels are over. :D

After the bio paper, I went to have dinner with Chaoya, Jiahui & Peiyun.
Pictures above are funtastic. :)
Have a magnificient time with my fellow girls. :DD
PEEPS- I have a job already. @ SPH :D

Soo, I can't go out with you peeps already.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-09-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

Will not be posting anymore.
Its time to work hard.
Till after Os. :D

With lots of love,
Cindyxoxo

2010-09-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Just came back from dinner @ Lot ONE @ KFC.
i just regretted eating it. HAIS.

Now currently blogging lor.

I also regret blogging, there goes my amaths practice.

Today is a day that is full of regrets.

I hafta get on with my amaths,

or else i will really regret.

I have a feeling that I will have sore throat.
GOD HELP ME!

gotta go,

Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-09-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

Class 4E1 \m/
Mr Tan-Dancing KING! :D

Our FATHER!

Our Godmothers. :D

Just a short post on t'chers day.

It was FUN.

Prelims are coming.

Need to study even harder.
gotta go,
Loves,Cindyxoxo

2010-08-20T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Classes are okay today.
Had seriously high fever during SS lesson.
Slept half the lesson away.
Somemore,Mr Goh go through de, I also finish already.

No point.

English lesson was relaxed.
Miss Nora didn't come today.
Quite surprised. :D
Crapped with Shermaine & Liyana.
Actually is they crap, I just listen.
Stayed back after sch with Shermaine, SzeYong, Joanne, Stephanie, Joel, Joash, Denson & Yongwen,

to do the card.
Its a suceess pp.
Its very very very nice!!!
Hope Mr Koh will like it a lot :D
Went back home,

finished up my summary, and now currently doing commonwealth paper 1.
Paper 2 finish already.
Have to mug for prelims already.
Jiayou! :D
With loves,
Cindyxoxo

2010-08-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

A1 FOR CHINESE 'O' LEVELS.

OH-YAY! :D

HELLO WORLD!

Guess what?

I got A1 for my chinese!
Isn't it just great!

worked my ass off, just for this.

I promise to work hard for my other subjects.
To Miss Chong & Mdm Liew.

THANKS FOR YOUR GUIDANCE AND TEACHING, YOUR CARE

AND EVERY EVERY THING! i DON'T KNOW HOW TO THANK YOU!

I gotta get back to my work!
Bye!

Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-08-10T19:38:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I have planned a weekly timetable for myself.
Hoped that I can keep to it :DDDDDDDD
Gotta continue with my work.
Blog some other time :D

Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-08-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Its been a long time that I post.
Gonna work hard for Os.
Its the only thing have to strive for.
I don't want any failures!
A1s.
Will post more tomorrow.
Gotta go,
Loves,Cindyxoxo

2010-07-31T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Went for Amaths tuition in the morning,
was fine,

did logarithms and exponential.
*Tick**Tick*
head over to the library to borrow books,

then to Popular to buy my chem topical TYS.
Cost me $7.40, expensive like hell. -.-
Went hone, had lunch.
Use a bit of computer,
Started doing 2 topics of my new book.
Then finished up my emaths paper.
Read my Bio textbook, 4 chapters.
Will start memorising tomorrow.

I promise.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

Danny & Gary \m/

Hello. :DDD
Adam khoo workshop rocks. :D
Actually, I kinda let the crying part.
Day 1 was funnyyyyy.
jokes were everywhere.:D
Like it a lot.
sorta like an introduction to the whole workshop.

Day 2 was emotional.

Was talking about problems,
Problems that cause us to not studying.
Family,Friends, Us.
Danny suddenly became to scold us.
Ohwell,I just knew it would be coming.
told us to lean in front,

then he started to talk abt a lot of stuff.

about our parents.
Cried.
Went home feeling lousy.
Started to think about a lot of things.
Its like a burden's gone.
I started to feel happier all of a sudden.
It's also been a long time since i cried. :D
Day 3.
Started to plan for our future.
Joanne and I decided to go for Anderson JC. \m/

9 points, here I come.
Day 3 was more relaxed.

Jokes weree created among us.
Started to disturb the guys behind my row.
LOL.

Leon as a gigolo & Jingshen as a pornstar XD
Hilarious.

at night,a lot of people, talk about their family.
Their problems, and things started to get emotional.
Tears were there, but not shed. :D
My parents didn't come, instead, they fetch me home.
Funny hor? XD
Today had Bio Spa skill 3 exam.
Overall is acceptable.

classes were fun.
A little bit crazy on the bus with Xinen & Joanne.
Xinen & I were like little kids, and Joanne like our mother,
Keeping saying about our image. LOL.
Like I have an image to keep to.

I just don't care:D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-25T13:30:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to be who I might have been.

I just can't find my true self, I have lost myself among all the others.

Facing up to reality, hurts.
Credits: Michelle
I bought a new laptop :D (refer to pic)

Hellos.
I think I am getting a new laptop.
New, new, new :DDDDD
My father is kinda hinting me. hehe.
Can't wait! :)
Currently doing my social studies homework.
Keep not wanting to do it.
Butt, just do it lor, give Mr Goh face.
or else, I will have a bad reputation :X
I'm gonna work hard to get into my dream JC.
I have tooo!
I'm kinda like brainwashing myself XD
Before the Adam khoo starts.
Ohwell.
Gotta aim for the results that are attainable.
Just like what, Maybelle, Liyana& Shermaine says.
:DDDDDD
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-24T19:01:00.004+08:00

Watch me succeed! :D

My life is like a roller-coaster. Full of ups and downs.

& I will aim for the moon! :D

Credits for images: Michelle [refer to link section]

Hellos :D
I'm in a picture sharing mode today.:D
Went for amaths tuition today.
Seems like wasting my time and my mother's money there.
Doing Indices and Srds for 2 freaking hours.
Not worth my money and my time.
It just seems that I am either wasting my time or money this week.
I have relatively short attention span, particularly this week.
Feeling in a "I am going to be sick soon" kinda feeling.
Next Tues is the Adam Khoo workshop.
Gonna study study hard! Before I get brainwashed by mindmaps.
I don't think I will be brainwashed that much.
Cos I absolutely HATE to draw mindmaps.
Someother way perhaps.
Bio SPA skill 3 coming soon,
Memorising in progress. in quite fast progress :D
transpiration *tick*
Food test *tick*
Light intensity of plants *tick*
Still got a few more to go.
Wish me success and luck :D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Days passed, hours passed, minutes passed, seconds passed.

94 Days to 'O' levels

(and it sucks)

Life's miserable now.
& I think I'm gonna get sick soon.
Had a feeling that I'm gonna get sore throat.
Ohgod.
Bio Spa Skill 3 coming soon.
& I dozed off while memorising the experiments,
Only memorised 2.
:):):):)
This week is not bad.
But lessons are overwhelming.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

Colour for the day: BLACK.

Hello.
today's mood is seriously bad.
& its getting better :)
People have been complaining that I have not been updating.
I'm so touched :D
Some people actually bother to read this blog of mine.
Grateful :)

classes today are seriously FUNNY.
Sang the 'oh-yeah' YOG song at the central staircase for miss judith.
LOLS. With maybelle and shermaine, highlight of the day :X
Saw my sis present, quite ok, still got room for improvement. :D
Coach was funnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Mr Tan \m/ :D
i like chem class a lot :D
English class, LOL.
Sabohed shermaine,

hahas. Made her a main character of a story. :D
Have to resume homework already.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-09T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Its been a longggggggggggg time that I blogged. :D
Spent time studying. :)
O levels are coming at 109 days.
Its like 3 more months.
I don't want to disappoint myself when I get my o level cert.
I want to be happy.
Is it too much too ask for?
All I want is goods results.
Nothing more than that.
But the point is, I can't just seem to acheive it.
Ohwells, i just have to workhard.
i must not let anything else to bother me. :D
Jiayou!
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-05T13:20:00.002+08:00

Are my expectations that high up?

Hello world.

I'm currently feeling down.:(
I'm thinking of some ways to relax myself before Oral.
Reading? Sleeping?Eating?
nothing much to post about.
I just want to put in my best effort for my chinese oral. & get an A1

Is it possible?

gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-04T13:16:00.002+08:00

By reading storybooks?

Hello.

Woke up at 7am today.
Nature's Calling. :D
read my storybooks, played with my handphone for a while.
had breakfast, and plunged in my homework.
I uae the word 'plunged' to emphasize the amount of homework I have.
Revisions that I have to do.
Nagging that I have to constantly tolerate.
Plus, the noise that the TV is making.
Thanks to my father watching his movie,dunnowhatname.
& I have to move my table to my shared room.
& I will have to face the temptation of the bed.
Then I will lie on my bed and read.
& neglect my homework.

Ya, that's what will happen 15 minutes from now. -.-
And thats why i dont like to study at home.

Oral's coming.

I try not to think much of it.
But I will still think of it :D
HOOOOWWWWWWWW?!
Will try my best bah.
If i consider how well I'm performing is considered my best.
I still stressing out myself!
gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-03T14:15:00.002+08:00

This is how my table looks now.
Books thrown all over.
This means that I am studying.
Right?

Hello.
Currently back from tuition.
Tuition was quite fun,
Still at trigo. -.-

head down to the library aftermath.
I can only borrow 3 books, but I saw 4 that I wanted.
Its always like that.
But I can't be greedy, can I?
went to Popular to purchase my Physics TYS.
Cost $5.60, is it cheaper than the book shop?

Went home.
& here I am :)
Probably posting later again at night.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-07-02T19:48:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Feeling very stressed out this week.
Stressed because I feel that I don't have enough time to complete my work.
Stressed because ZhangLaoShi said that I am too tense.
Stressed because i'm afraid i will fail.
I'm getting a little bit *sigh*,
being stressed also have plus points.
I get to strive for what I want.
& I have to learn how to relax.
Sometimes, Its good not to suspect too much.
Suspecting get you anywhere.
it will only make people miserable.
Learn to trust, and all will be fine.
Classes have been made interesting, esp english.
Thanks to Liyana & Shermaine. :D
Jason Castro :D

Shermaine claims that I like him. LOLS. which I really really don't.

Shermaine says his hair can strangle ppl.
Maybe he can. :)
Shermaine, lets ask the mop in the toilet bah.
:D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-26T19:30:00.002+08:00

Credits: Flickr

Hello.
Schools going to reopen soon. & I hate it.
Chinese oral is coming up. & I'm nervous.

Sigh.

had amaths tuition today.
Did trigo.
Super boring. -.-
Head over to the library.
went back home.
Busy writing the hanyupinyin for my oral passages.
One more part to go.
Hope I can finish by today.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I dunno how to destresssss!

gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-25T19:57:00.002+08:00

taken from Michelle'sblog :)

Hello. :D
went to the library with HanPeiYun, Jiahui,
was joined by Sokling & Laykim. :D
Did amaths & physics.
not bad today :)
only read a tiny bit of storybook only. :D
Even HanPeiYun gave up after seeing my physics homework.
she say too difficult liao.
So not my fault :D

going for tuition tomorrow.
Amaths.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-23T19:50:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I know my blog is dead.
WHATEVA.
you should see my hair now...
i really look like a strawberry...

I have to go to school tomorrow!
How to face my fellow friends.
:D
its not the first time I cut a weird haircut.
HAIS.
I'm lazy to do my homework.
Anyone want to help me? :D
gotta go,
Loves,Cindyxoxo

2010-06-22T19:30:00.004+08:00

Hellos.
I had a horrible haircut.
Really short and made me look like a strawberryyyy!

went to malaysia yesterday.

bought a few shirts, and one blouse.

plus a pair of flats :D

i'm gonna die of embarrasment liao lar.
My hair is really sucky.
oh, whatever.

hais.

gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

Hello!

my computer break down again.
and my father say don't need to repair already.
Cos repair also no use.
*Sobs*
instead, i am using my father's computer,

now,my house is full of durian smell.
Gigantic durians,like the shape of basketballs. :D
had amaths tuition today.
Super tired.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
started on kinematics.
not bad, not bad :D
then came back home.
lazed around.
did amaths again. -.-
then read storybook.
then here I am :D

gotta go,
loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-18T12:56:00.002+08:00

GREEN ACTIVIST CLUB \m/

Hellos.
I'm back from camp.
Its my second-last camp till end of year.
I will miss my juniors, especially those that I have spent a lot of time with. :)
YongCheng, Irfan, Eddie, KarYee, Michael and many many more.
I will miss my teachers, teachers that have given me second chances, and taught me a lot.
Miss Lim, Mr Koh :)
I will miss my friends, those who have overcame obstacles with one another.
PeiYun, JieLun, ZhiWei, Irvin, Angelina, Francis, JunRu, Wen Qing and many many more,
I will miss my CCA a lot. :)
How I hope I don't have to graduate.
But I dun wanna retain.
Camp was FUN.

I really cherish the time I had with my fellow green activist. \m/
I will work hard for my O levels, and score many many As.
& Yongcheng, you owe me dinner!
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-15T13:30:00.003+08:00

that's why you have to learn to fall down first,
before you learn how to stand up and walk :)

Hellos.
I going off for camp tomorrow.
This will be my last post before I go off. :)
didn't accomplish much today.
I think.
what I want to do now, is read storybooks.
Not studying, anything.
but that , I just can't.
I will feel guilty at the end of the day for neglecting my books.
Ohwells.
I don't want to fail my O levels.
Thats why I have to work hard! :D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-14T20:13:00.002+08:00

I'm will not forgive you ever.
Don't try to act like I'm the one cause this problem.
Friendship problems?
I have enough of you, you jolly well know.
everybody changes, just to inform you.
Cindy have grown up.

Hellos.
I'm losing my focus.
I spent my day reading storybooks again.

Not the whole day, a gigantic portion of it.
I tried to resist, but...
I failed :(
woke up in the mroning with determination,
ended my day with disappointment.
wrote and wrote, for physics, and chem.
But just lazy to memorise.
Turned to mathematics instead.
Amaths self-practice, 9Qs everyday.
Was fine doing it.
I think mathematics will be the only way.
I have the movtivation to do maths, but not sciences.
Time a wasting.
I tell you, I will regret this.
3 days that passed, without really touching my textbooks.
I live my life with regrets.
Help me??!
How do i focus.
brooding this for quite sometime.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-13T19:07:00.003+08:00

Hello.
The above pictures are from Aesthetics Night (2).
Its was fantastic! :D
very professional!
Had a fun time with my mates :)
Camp coming up!
Feel what I'm lazy this few days.
Slacking and slacking.
I need to buck up already!
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-09T13:31:00.002+08:00

Hellos.
Thinking of going aesthetics night,
anyone have tickets?
Miss Chong & Mr Koh don't have already.
Mr Koh helping me find.
Peiyun and I wanna go ma.
School today was as usual.
Had biology,
did SPA skill 3,
Long time never do already,
Quite fine :D
Went to CWP with shermaine to buy her shirt.
Not opened yet.
Then went to woodlands civic centre to buy something to eat.
Was supposed to be back empty handed.
Then just bought something to eat.
LOLS.
Went home.
Tried DIY-ing some things.
Failed miserably.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-08T19:57:00.003+08:00

If you fall, just stand up again.
If you are afraid to fall, find someone to hold you.

Hello! :D
Happy birthday to Sokling!:)

In the morning, sat down at the staircase there to 'rot',
Aainaa, Szeyong, Chaoya, Joanne, Jocelyn, we were 'rotting' there :))))))))))

Studying geog and ss all day longgggggggg.
Funn :D
With Mr Koh and Mr Goh around, lessons are great!
Redo geog paper,

SS go through paper.
Then had English.
Long awaited presentation :D
Help to comment on some ppl de speech.
Laughters were all around :D
My turn to do it.
Feel like crying halfway.
But didn't do it. :)
Putting on a brave front is my type!
then went home with Shermaine & Jiaen.
Completed homework.
Trying very hard to break my handphone record.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm coughing like hell now.
went back to school for lessons today.
Saw SzeYong at the stairs there.
Sat with her while she do her D&T.
Then walked around the school to pass time.
Have Chem practical first.
For no particular reason, i was pissed off.
Chem practical was relatively easy.
Then AMaths.
Was like sitting a roller-coaster.
Miss Chong was very fast.
And i really don't fully understand everything.
English lessons are the most interesting.
Have the course.
:))))))))))))
Chicken Rice!
lols.
went to Yoshinoya to eat with Shermaine, Xinen & Jiaen.
Chatted and chatted. :D
Did amaths homework.
Came back.
Type out my script.
Watch Little Nonya :))))
& here I am!
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
I am in the midst of recovering,
can speak already.
No more fever.
but i think my nose is gonna drop off sooner or later. -.-
going back to attend booster programme tomorrow.
Relax too much already.
But hey!
Being sick is a good excuse to just don't touch your books. :))))
I am indulging in my books, maybe to all of you, reading is taxing,
but to me, its relaxing!
can't wait to go back to school :D
Phone is too quiet this few days.
blog too.
Please do drop me a tag!
With Loves,
Cindyxoxo

2010-06-05T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Just came back from my Amaths tuition at Woodlands Civic centre.
Its quite okayyy, the teacher taught on integration.
Fellow tuition friends are nice.
Some are funny :D
I am the supposed 'new' student.
My voice still haven't resume to normal yet.
What comes out from my mouth, nothing.
Not even a sound.
I'm like a mute.
LOLS.
Hope I can speak soon.
Indulging in storybooks now and then,
Plus afternoon naps,
I slept dunno how many times in the afternoon
my lifetimes will be shortened greatly.
I am stating to type nonsense.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-04T12:26:00.002+08:00

Hellos :)
Didn't attend booster programme again.
Was very sick can!
had a fever of 38.9 degrees and I can't even speak. how i wish i can speak now.
How i regretted why i ate so much titbits during the 2 weeks of intensive?!
my throat hurts like hell.
had a nap in the afternoon,
felt better, fever gone.
When a phone has wifi, can chatt without my mum knowing :)
i have tuition tomorrowwwww.
Amathhsss, dunno what it is like....
gotta go!
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-03T13:16:00.002+08:00

I'm sick.

Hello.
Didn't attend the booster programme today.
had a temperature of 38.1degrees celcius.
Mum didn't let me attend school.
Intended to continue sleeping,
but can't sleep.
Super uncomfortable.
Went to polyclinic, to see doctor.
now at home lor,
nothing much to do at home :D
Will get well soon,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-02T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hellos.
I'm sick.
& my voice is weird.
hais.
Don't have the mood to do anything today...
Completed homework, thats my pirority,
the rest of the day,
SLEEEP :D
returning to school tomorrow.
Dont feel like going..
But don't have a choice.
Have slight fever and sore throat.
Why is everyone getting sick now?
LOLS.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-06-01T19:38:00.002+08:00

Hellos :D
Went back for booster programme.
First 3 hours, is Physics.
I'm gonna be brain dead soon :)
Mr Tai taught us, used to it already :D
Finished magnetism, quite fast hor.
He took away our break -.-
Went for another 1and a 1/2 hours of amaths.
Integration,
not quite difficult as i expected.
finneeeeee.
Speed was fast today.
I'm going to be sick soon.
Having a slight sore throat.
Fever coming up. ;(
had homework that i have to finish,
gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

I love the end of my chinese 'o' levels :)

HELLO.
Pardon me for not posting for quite sometime,
due to my chinese o levels.

OLEVELS ARE OVERRR! :D

Had lunch with Penguin and xinen at Yoshinoya.
Chatted and chatted.
While Xinen chatted on the phone, with Leon.
So troublesome, just to find someone to accompany her to go out.
LOLS.
Later going Malaysia, for short trip.
Long time never go already.
tomorrow still have to go back school.
no-brainer.
Cannot even allow us to rest one measely day.
Okay,
i gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-15T20:32:00.001+08:00

Decided not to give a damn about you.
Not talking to such a worthless friend like you ever.

Hello.
Went to the library.
:DDDD
& borrowed english books, even though chinese 'o' levels are coming.
Its so contradicting. :)
hahasss :)
Tomorrow going to my cousin, Kayla's birthday party.
Shes turning one year old! :D
Plus, going to pay respects to my grandmother.
A very long time, haven't visit her already.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-14T19:22:00.002+08:00

I want to eat chocolates.
Preferably, cookies and cream.
Thanks :D

Hello.

today is an okay day.

Results taken are FINE.
Bio- 67/120 :(
Amaths- 39/78 :)))))
SS- 34/50 :(
Chinese- 35/70 ;(
went for the JC talk.
Inspired realllyyyyyyy. I wanna go JC.
Sounds funnnn :D
Mugging for my Chinese 'O' levels.
Did compo & letter already.
tomorrow is another busy day,
Gotta go,

Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-12T19:37:00.002+08:00

Choke on your sorries,
I have had enough of you.

Hello.
Back in school already.
Tht day started off quite okayyy.
Briefing done by Mdm Mars, about the booster programme.
I'm gonna dieee.
Physics, think I fail already.
Amaths, F9, 34/100, considered surprising to me, thought that I was getting single-digit. XD
English, B4, i think. 29/50. not very happy with my summary though. Pathetic.
Emaths, A2, not satisfied, Where the hell is my A1?!
Chemistry, C5, forgot the marks. Well, Mdm Khoo says she is shocked at my results, What you want me to do? I will just study harder.
Chinese, B4, 42/70, good enough for me :)
Well, tomorrow is humanities, english paper 1, physics.
Hope that I can have what I want.
typing out the frame for my set meal chinese frame.
memorising kills me.
but i want to get A2 at 'O' levels.
Its worth sacrificing for :D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-11T19:36:00.003+08:00

I'm so freaking pissed off at you.
Who are you, to be my friend.
If you really can go last-min,

and really tell me,

instead of beating around the bush,

I would really go with you.
thank you for being such a fantastic friend.
Ohya, i dunno the reason.
i dont think is your mom don't let you.

Hellos.
Went out with Xinen, Jiahui, Annabella, Eileen, Shermaine :)
Plus, some other guys, who just don't know Singapore well enough. :D
Watched IP Man 2, nice.
But a lot of gruesome scenes, not for the weak-hearted. :)
Overall: very gooodddd.
I think that it win Ironman 2 liao.
Saw fellow woodgrovers and Mdm Azah watching movie :)))
Then went Orchid Country club, to watch people play pool.
Well, didn't manage to do it though.
Then went NorthPoint to eat Mac.
Skipped lunch mahhhh :D
Went home, chatting with Singling now.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERR! :D

Hello. ;)
Exams are over.
Going out tomorrow with Jac(maybe) & Singling.
Today is a relaxing dayy.
Get to rest for the whole afternoon.
Super happyyyyy :D
& I get to go out tomorrrowww.
Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling, you better can go tomorrow.
Sheeeeessssshhhhhhhh.
=)
I gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-05-08T12:53:00.004+08:00

How I wish I can be as free.
the point is : I can't.

Hellos.
Mugging for my Sciences.
I must get at least a B3 for biology.
Or else, it will be such a waste of brain cells.
I feel that I live in a cage.
All the rules and regulations to abide.
WTF.
I'm sick of all things.
Rules, rules and rules.
They are all suffocating me.
Ohh , Just F*** off.
Full of crap.
Always picking on me.
I'm just like that okay?
I'm the one who is always clumsy and ohya, just love to read.
This is Me.
I don't care if you are my parents.
You just don't have the right to restrict me.
I'm so freaking effing sick of everything.
Oh god, this post if full of vulgarities.
& I don't care if anyone sees this.
Its time I stood up for myself.
I dun give a damn.
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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2010-05-03T12:33:00.002+08:00

Hellos :)
Busy mugging for the exams.
Alright if I fail some this time.
Its can't be prevented :D
Will try harder next time.
My sister made a STUPID JOKE todaaay.
Being a no-brainer and all.
She claims that her keyboard is spoil, in other words, her common sense is gone.
Cos there's a word limit. She kept typing and typing and typing like a idoit. LOLS.
Ohwells.
That's why I say I am living like a maniac.
siblings doing crazy things every min of the day XD.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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2010-05-01T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hellos :)

IRONMAN 2 is NICE! :P

Went for a private event yesterday,
Invited by a insurance person named: Alice Yuen :D
Went and had dinner,
had luckydraw.
Below 16years had free popcorn.
Eat until feel like vomit.
9.20PM, entered the cinema,
watch advertisements over and over again.
Ironman started.
The sound was defeaning.
But funnnnnn :)

Reached home at 12AM +
Slept like a pig.
Woke up at 9am todayyy.

Revised Bio.
Busy coaching my sis on Emaths.
She better get an A1.
Waste my time teach her :)
Bought a baggg, cost $39.90
Dickies bag. Super nice :)
here it is:
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo.

2010-04-24T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hello world.
I think that I am going to flunk MYE.
i just dunno why I take dozen years to study for SS.
Memorizing the facts etc.
~Totally disappointed~
Homework coming by the dozen.
AHHHHHHHHH!
will post sooner or later.
Hope I can get A1 for SS.
Or I am going to jump building XD
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-04-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hellos :D

MYE is coming soon.
& I think I am going to flunk it big-time.

Ohwells.
Now doing Amaths paper.
Quite okay.
Lessons today are not boring at all :)
Its quite entertaining :D
Super good mood today.
CCA is fun today tooooooooo :)
Cold Jokes were shared.
Chatted :D
Super happy to be with CCA ppl :D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo :DDDDDD

2010-04-18T12:28:00.001+08:00

Hellos :)
I think I do amaths until i'm gonna tear the book apart.
Later doing some revision for English & Bio.
Ohwells,
Must work hard.
How i wish got 48hours per day!
&Humans don't have to sleep at all.
^.^
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-04-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hellos :)
Long time never post already.
Time flies, few months later,
I will be sitting for my 'O' levels.
ohwells.
Lessons today are quite okay :)
Was almost falling asleep.
Kudos the the sweets supplied by Jacqueline.
Gonna go finish up my homework.
Reminder to 4E1: Please remember to wear class t-shirt tomorrow.
Thanks :)
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

Life is a grindstone. Whether it grinds us down or polishes us up depends on us. -- Thomas L. Holdcroft

2010-04-11T13:15:00.003+08:00

Hellos.
Revising Physics.
Physics is okay la.
Static electricity is quite easy.
Maybe electricity is the subject for me :)
Later going on to Biology.
Hais. I think my brain cells are dying.
Forcing myself to wake up so freaking early,
when I am sleep until 10am if i want to.
All thanks to MYE.
Make me feel guilty for sleeping late.
So irritating.
Monday is coming again.
Well, the cycle goes on.
Most of the subjects are moving on to revision already.
Good right?
Especially Chemistry, the subject that I will have 6months of revision of,
gurarantee can get A for 'O's.
Combine science mah, of course will end earlier. :)
Except for physics, got 3chapters left.
Combine Science have 19chapter, don't have pressure!(as in the chapter)
And maybe temperature. If I'm not wrong.
But still have light. -.-
With light, i feel that I will sink even faster.
Ohwells, I got to resume back to my revision.
Do leave a tag.
I feel that my tagboard is E-M-P-T-Y.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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2010-04-10T13:24:00.003+08:00

Hellos.

Finished Chem Mindmap already.
Took approx 12hours to finish it.
Wasted 12hours.
Putting colours etc.
Finishing Emaths Paper 1 soon.
Just one more question.
Anybody knows how to do perpendicular bisector???
Its a sec one topic, forgotten already.
Later going over to the library :D
Gonna revise biology too.
My brains are gonna be bursting liaos.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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2010-04-09T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hellos.
Life's not great at all.
Homework. Homework. Homework.
Finishing the Chemistry Mindmap soon.
Wasted 4hours on it.
Hope I get good marks for it.
Or I will go and bang my head at the wall.
Proceeding on Emaths soon.
I wanna do maths todayyyy!
=D
Cleaned up the classroom today.
Tidied desks, swept the floor, emptied the recycling corner.

All thanks to : Shermaine & Cindy.

To all 4e1 : Kindly keep your table and the area around it clean. OR ELSE...

Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

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2010-04-04T13:00:00.002+08:00

Hellos :)
Sorry for not updating earlier.
Thursday,

Had sports carnival.
Full of crap,
Full of injuries for classmates.
Frisbee, was against 3classes.
One tie, two lose.
Whatevas.
Lose jiu lose, not my fault.
Super tired.
Want to dieeeee.
went for tuition.
Went home and Slept! :D
Friday,
went for Chalet with my cousins.
Cute lor!
went for BBQ with another batch of cousins. XD
Its my cousin b'day mar.
Quite fun.
But have to leave early -.-
Saturday.
Went for BBQ at chalet,
Was a last min thingy.
Finished BBQ in like 30mins.
LOLS.
played with the little ones.

Then went home.
Today,

is a tiring day.
=D
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-03-31T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hellos. :)
Lessons today are as per normal.
Physics, fine.
Amaths, fine.
English, fine.
Recess, fine.
Emaths, had test. fine.
Chem, had practical test. not fine.
How can everybody all have any observations?
The chemical was like don't have any effect.
Super frustrated, BTW, everybody has also the same problem.
Stupid paper.
Wrote Zinc Carbonate, but they said should be Calcium Carbonate.
Comfirm fail.
MT, fine.
Cannot differentiate North, South, East & West in Chinese.
ZhangLaoShi drew out the Singapore map.
Super hilarious.
Took class-t. :DDDD
Had quick lunch.
Bio Coach. Fine.
Decorated the Noticeboard for YOG.
Went home with Chaoya.
Finished Emaths already.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

2010-03-29T19:17:00.001+08:00

Hellos.
Saw the class video.
Super Hilarious.
Enjoy bahx.
Will elaborate more next time.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”

2010-03-28T19:20:00.004+08:00

Hellos.
Went to "SAOMU",
Lots and lots of people praying for their ancestors.
Well, met up with Uncles & Aunts.
Went to scout a table.
Super pissed off by one women,
I hate the kiasu side of singaporeans.
Super kiasu.
Invited my grandparents out for a meal.
Went in to look at both of their urns.
Found my grandfather's one easily,
But my grandmother's one was difficult.
Firstly, nobody remembers which row.
Only remember number.
Secondly, they didn't tell me don't have photo.
Have to search.
Saw the urn of my grandmother.
Missed her a lot.
Its ok.
Went for brunch.
Chatted :D
Went to AMK hub.
ate sushi.
super disappointed in the service can.
Went home.
Did Amaths, Chinese, now is at amaths revision.
Doing admiralty paper.
Gotta go,
Loves, Cindyxoxo

I miss my grandmother, I feel that I have lost a part of my heart.